Hello?? Is this thing on? Does anyone want to hear the confused ramblings of a 20 something? No?
I judge my writing before I even start, the main thing that has kept me from trying most things is fear of FAILURE. Insecurity, something I have been trying to run from since I became self-aware at 9, still has its roots deep in the soil of my brain and influences my life as much as I try to deny it.
Fear of sharing my thoughts, fear of being creative, fear of writing a blog- for myself? It seems insane. Behind years of superficially creating ego-centric mechanisms remains a little girl who thinks she is not good enough.
So, here’s my exposure therapy. Hopefully this will be a tester. We will see!